I just cant stand it. Just a week and a day before the surgeon slices my guts open. Every time I think of it, I cringe. I cant stand it. I hate pain. I can take emotional pain, but surgery is so for the friggin birds. Hopefully none of you have to go through this shit. I cant get it out of my head. I see the KNIFE….cutting into my GUTS.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH I made this collage to express my intense frustration and AGONYYYYYYYYYYY.