I’m So NOT Looking Forward To This…

I just cant stand it. Just a week and a day before the surgeon slices my guts open. Every time I think of it, I cringe. I cant stand it. I hate pain. I can take emotional pain, but surgery is so for the friggin birds. Hopefully none of you have to go through this shit. I cant get it out of my head.  I see the KNIFE….cutting into my GUTS.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH I made this collage to express my intense frustration and AGONYYYYYYYYYYY.


I'm So Not Looking Forward To This
This is how I feel today and I have to go sing at 2 PM 😦